
01.02.81 St.Paul, MN, intro to ´Independence Day´
´´When I was living with my folks....my old man used to....used
to lock up the front-door of the house....every night so that me and my sister
used to have to come in ´round the side.... and he´d be sitting
there in the kitchen with the lights off...smoking a cigarette, drinking a six-pack
of beer, waiting for us....and....that was the only time that he never used
to wanna ....used to wanna sit down and talk to us....and I got so I used to
hate...hate getting to go in at night, hate walking up on the backporch....I
could see just the light of his cigarette....and I´d slick my hair back
real tight so he couldn´t tell how long it was...and....I´d try
to make it through the kitchen, try to make it up to my room....but I never
did and....we´d end up talking about them things that....that mattered
the most to us when....when I was tired and angry and he was....he´d been
sitting there too long....and when I got out of that house, I felt so good....
and I felt.... I felt like I was never ever gonna go back....and I was gonna
forget that I had folks.... and I was gonna forget that town....I was gonna
forget everybody that I knew there .... much as I could....and for a long time
I did, I didn´t think much back on it....and my.... and my mother and
father moved to California and we lived 3000 miles away from each other....and
for a long time I didn´t miss ´em at all....and I could never understand
....why during those years he always seemed so hard and so angry all the time....and
I couldn´t understand that when he was....that when I was in my teens,
he was only a little older than I am right now....and that he´d been married
for a long time and that he´d given up a lot of things he wanted....when
he was a real young man....eventually I went out....and I saw him and it changed
a whole lot....he was....he seemed to´ve lost ....a lot of the things
that he was angry about but he didn´t seem to pick nothing up in the place
so he was just quiet....was just quiet all the time....but I missed something
and he missed something when I was young and when he was younger....and that´s
a good thing to have with your folks so if you got folks at home, you ought
to try and talk to ´em sometime.....´cause you never know....”
01.02.81 St.Paul, MN, intro to ´Stolen Car´
´´I went to this wedding....of one of my closest friends and.....and
the rabbi got up and he started talking about....how as long as you´re
by yourself, that all the things that you dream, dream about, they remain fantasies....it
ain´t until....you make some connection with some other person or some
(?) that, uh....it´s the first step to making all those fantasies....become
dreams and become real....and....it´s like a song....which ain´t
no good until somebody hears it....now, some people don´t make that connection....”
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Compiled by : Johanna Pirttijärvi