
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Atlantic City´
´´Thank you, good evening.....(somebody gives Bruce a stuffed toy
animal) yeah, just a thing a 46-year-old man needs (chuckles).... alright (chuckles)
a perfect prop, uh, how are you tonight, huh ? (cheers) good to be in Brixton,
this is uh....make my little disclaimer right now, it´s sort of a (?)-and-threaten-the-audience
(chuckles) it´s sort of a, it´s a night where the music´s
real quiet so I need as much quiet as I can get, don´t make me come out
and have to start slapping people around like I did the other night (?) ruin,
ruin, ruin, ruin my nice-guy image, I don´t like that, you see (chuckles)
and if you can, if you can put those little cameras away, I´d appreciate
that too....alright (people clap) thank you, thank you, yeah (chuckles)...”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Straight Time´
´´Thank you very much....uh, uh....here´s a song about, uh....I
think everybody hits a place in their life where you....all your old answers
sort of run out on you....the things that....I don´t know....this is a
song about somebody trying to be new, a guy gets out of prison and he´s
trying to find out how to....find his way inside his own family, find his way
into the world, lead what seems like some sort of normal life, I guess....but
sometimes the things that....that, that bring you down are the things that make
you feel most alive....then you gotta find new things that make you feel alive....that´s
not so easy to do, this is called ´Straight Time´....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Highway 29´
´´This is a nice little theatre, you know....I like those red lights
(chuckles)....here´s a, uh, here´s a (someone: ´Song´)
alright, glad to be here (chuckles) here´s a song, uh, probably one of
the few pop songs where its protagonist is a, is a shoesalesman and uh, it´s
a song about self-knowledge coming too late....which is when it usually comes,
unfortunately (chuckles) after you´ve fucked up....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Mansion on the Hill´
´´(some guy : ´Oi Bruce, I fookin’ luv ya´) I’m
being followed, I’m being stalked, folks.... it’s the ´Fookin´
Luv Ya´-guy....I pray at night they don’t let him into the States
(chuckles)...”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Pilgrim in the Temple of Love´
´´Thanks, there’s a couple of songs I can play right now,
I guess one is (some guy : ´Santa !´) yeah, that’s what I
was afraid of (chuckles) alright, I, I can see that I’ve touched a chord
in this great nation (chuckles) with this next song, you’ve taken it to
your hearts in a way I simply could never imagine, folks (chuckles) and uh,
it´ll be honor, actually I, you know, I usually say this song´s
a page out of my diary and, and, you know, all that stuff that´s not true,
I, I lied when I was making that story up, you know and uh.... uh, it´s
a complete fantasy....uh....just about, alright (chuckles) oh, ok, here I go....for
the uniniated, let me set the scene....it´s a dark and chilly Christmas
Eve (chuckles) everybody´s at home all tucked in their little beds (chuckles)
snuggling in, alright, but I´m out....(some guy yells) huh ? (chuckles)
alright, here we go....this is not a page from my diary, I don´t keep
a diary...I fly around in those little airplanes all the time....if I crash,
somebody´s gonna find my diary and know what I´m fucking thinking
all about....now, songs, they´re what you´re feeling....if you knew
what I was thinking, you´d all be (?) to the backdoor right there right
now (chuckles) so, anyway, as I said....”
24.04.96 London, England, Red Headed Woman (following ´Pilgrim in the
Temple of Love´)
´´(a guy comes up to the stage and gives Bruce a bottle of tequila)
Jesus Christ, pal, go back to your seat, will you ? (chuckles)...presents from
Santie (chuckles)....yeah, it´s the old ´Fookin´ Luv Ya´-guy
(chuckles) so, uh, that was a song, usually, you know....my wife always tells
me ´Hey, talk about that in your next interview, Mr.Social Consciousness
!´ (chuckles)...so (chuckles) this is, uh ....if there´s any red
headed women out there....I know there´s one (chuckles) wait a minute,
wait minute, I got it....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Brothers Under the Bridges´
(following ´Red Headed Woman´
´´(chuckles) That´s for you, Pats (chuckles) oh man....oh....here´s
a, uh, song set in the San Gabriel mountains, a mountain range in between, uh,
San Fernando Valley and the Mojave Desert, just outside of Los Angeles....Los
Angeles´s a funny town ´cause you can go about 25 minutes east and
you hit the foothills of these mountains and you´ll go for a 100 miles
and there´s just, there might just one little store, there´s a little....a
little town up about around 7,000 feet and the rest is just pines and it takes
you down on the other side of this desert....but there was a (coughs) group
of homeless Vietnam Vets that....that left L.A and set up a camp....a camp out
there in the mountains....this is a story about one of ´em who....has
a grown daughter who he´s never seen....and she grows up and she comes
looking for her dad....and what he, what he tells her....this is called ´Brothers
Under the Bridges´...”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Dry Lightning´
´´(a woman from the crowd climbs on stage) Whops, good Lord (chuckles)(she
whispers in his ear and he autographs something for her)(chuckles) I don´t
know what to say about that one (chuckles) well, you got a lucky husband, that´s
all I can say (chuckles)....this is a....song about men and women....I didn´t
get, uh....I always sort of precede this song by saying, uh....you know, I was
in one relationship for 30 years....but it was with a lot of different women,
you know (chuckles) but it was the same relationship, you know....and uh....I
was very faithful to it, I guess, you know (chuckles) you know, at the end you´re
always standing there going ´Hey, what happened ? Uh, what, I don´t
get it´, you know (chuckles) but uh....I was lucky, I, I....it only lasted
30 years (chuckles) so....and if you´re lucky, you learn a new dance,
you know (chuckles) so....well, this is a song about, I guess, missing it, you
know, a relationship where you´re there but something´s alright
but ....you can´t keep it or, or yourself from falling apart for some
reason....´cause that is what we do....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Seeds´
´´I´ll try this, haven´t tried this before....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Youngstown´
´´Oh, couple months ago I was in Youngstown, Ohio and uh....(some
guy: ´(?) in New York, you said the same thing´) Jesus Christ, pal,
why don´t you come up and do it ? (chuckles)...got some freaking soliloquy
going on over there (chuckles)(people yelling at the guy)(the guy in the crowd:
´Brucie, 27th December you said the same thing´)(people yelling
at the guy) first of all, I can´t quite understand what you´re saying,
my friend (chuckles) second of all, you got about three seconds, three seconds
left to say it (chuckles) so....as I was saying I was in Youngstown, Ohio....I
played a little townhall and uh...was, I guess about the size of this place
and uh....it was funny, I came in and the first thing I noticed was this whole
troop of boy scouts....you know, they were the ushers so there was no ´Santa
Claus Song´ that night (chuckles) but uh....it was a town where during
the whole first half of the century there was....was one of the centers of the
steel industry in United States and uh....most of the mills closed down in late
70´s or early 80´s and the town lost about two-thirds of its population
and thousands and thousands and thousands of jobs and that night there wasn´t....there
wasn´t anybody there that didn´t have a brother or a father or a
grandfather or a family member who....had been affected by those shutdowns,
families that had lived in that area for generations and generations were....seperated....uh....so
this is a song about people that built the buildings that we lived and the bridges
that we crossed....uh, really what....what I grew up knowing as America....and
who were....told that they weren´t useful any more....that the world had
changed and that they were somehow expendable....as a price of doing business....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Sinaloa Cowboys´
´´Thank you, this is Kevin Buell, my good friend, guitar man (chuckles)....we´re
friends, are we ? (chuckles) guru, yogi, uh, next presidential candidate, sexual
counsellor, financial advisor, alright (chuckles) alright, bookie, alright....here´s,
uh, these next four songs are all set in the, uh...in and around the border
of California and Mexico....and uh.... I was in Arizona staying in this little
motel....was in the fall, I think around....1989 and uh ....desert, low desert,
it´s just really beautful in the fall, still real hot and at night, you
know, it´s 85 or 90 degrees and, and the air surrounds you and comes up
out of the ground....the heat from the day....and it was about 11.30, midnight
and I was sitting outside this little motel....and these little towns are all
the same out there, there´s....once you get off the interstate and if
you stick to the state and county roads, you´ll go 80 miles or 100 miles
at a pop and you´ll hit some little....little four-corner desert town
where there´s a gas-station, a grocery store....a motel and a bar....all
the necessities of human existence there, you know (chuckles) and uh, and they´re,
uh, great places to stop...so I was sitting outside this little motel, it was
around midnight and these two Mexican men came in from the west and uh, one
was a young kid, he was kind of high and they took the room next to ours and
the other one was a fellow about my age....and uh....he started looking at our
motorcycles, we had our motorcycles parked out in front and he started talking
about his younger brother...he had a younger brother who´d died in a....motorcycle
accident in Southern California....and uh, a couple months earlier and he sat
for about an hour and talked about his kidbrother....and uh....I think that....you
know, particularly once you have your own kids, you know, you´re, you´re
always thinking about protecting them, the first thing I remember when....was
that....along with all the happiness that kids bring, they bring this all new
fear with ´em, you know....you realise that from the moment before they´re
even out, you´re worrying about ´em and that that´s something
new, that´s something that you´re gonna live with now the whole
rest of your life, it comes as a part of the package....and uh....I think that
that first line of family always feels like it´s to protect and take care
of....and when that breaks down....I think that there´s a loss that, uh,
that is very, very difficult, if not impossible, to ever completely put yourself
back together from....so I was writing a song about these two brothers who get
caught up in the drug trade in Central California...the Mexican gangs come up
across the border and they....and they hire migrant workers to, to work in the
metamphetamine labs, they´re the ones that usually get blown up or busted
by the DEA....and uh....as I was writing, this guy kept, this fella´s
voice kept coming into my head so I dedicate this every night to my mysterious
friend wherever he might be....this is, uh, ´Sinaloa Cowboys´.....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´The Line´
´´Thank you....this, uh....this next song, this is a song set at
the....San Diego border station ....and what you get in Southern California
is there´s a lot of young guys that come out of the army...and uh...end
up going to work for the border patrol....it´s a real confusing job, I
think, uh....there was a Mexican writer Carlos Fuentes that said that since
California was Mexico till about 1848 and so that the border there is more like
a scar than a borderline.... this is a song about a young....young border patrolman
trying to figure out just where that line really is....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Balboa Park´
´´Thank you, this uh....this next song is a song about kids and
uh....you know, you know how it is before you have your own kids, they´re
just, uh, aggravating little bastards, you know what I mean ? (chuckles) and
then you, then you have your own....and they´re aggravating little bastards
(chuckles) but they´re yours, you know, and uh....you know, I think, I
always, I always remember before I had kids, my....my friends who´d just
had ´em´d come over, you know, and they sit there and they start
talking to you for an hour about like....that the kid took a piss and it went
right in the bowl or something like that, you know, and you have to sit there
and you go ´Ooh, yeah, really ? in ? right in ? oh, quick, let´s
get Guinness Book of World Records on the phone for that one now, let´s
call the news´, you know, but you can´t say that, you gotta go ´Aah,
fabulous´ (chuckles) and (?) worse that, that they bring ´em over,
you know, and uh, I lived by myself for 30 years ....I don´t like anybody
touching my shit (chuckles) so the kids come, they start running around and
you know how it is, you can´t yell at somebody else´s kid, you know,
it´s just ....doesn´t feel right but uh....man....but then you have
your own and you get to go over to their house....you know, (whispers:) ´Go,
go ahead, go get that, yeah, go on, get that, that, that, that lamp, lamp, oh,
oh, the lamp´ (chuckles) you get your revenge, you know but uh ....I don´t
know, people always ask you how (?) you know, how´d your life change the
most....and....that´s, that´s a funny thing, it starts, I think,
from the minute....they´re born, I remember that....my wife´s face
when my kids were born, it was the day when all your, you know, all the things
that, that you defend yourself with, all those sort of bullshit veils that you
put up, you know, they just disappear, I remember walking out from the hospital
and, you know, the sun´s on your face and you´re feeling the wind
like....it´s different, you wanna yell at everybody to stop shopping or
something, you know (chuckles)....and uh, other thing is I think kids, they
got a window onto the grace that´s in the world and that window´s
wide open and, and for them that grace just come blowing through and when it
does, it comes through into your life, you know, ´cause they bring it
with ´em and uh, I think that as we grow up, one of the things that happens
is that window closes and....it´s not as easy to....to feel, to feel the
presence of that grace there all the time, that´s why people, you know,
go to films and, I think, read novels and, and go to artwork and engage in bizarre
and unusual sexual practices (chuckles) that´s the, uh, to get that grace
back into their life, you know, and uh.....but the kids, they just bring it
with ´em when they come....and uh, the funny thing is once....once you
have your kids, then all kids look different, you know, there´s some,
you feel some connection to all of ´em in some different way, you know....
this is a song about kids, uh, some of them 11, 12, 13, 14 years old, still
kids, they come across the border into San Diego, running dope or, uh,
end up selling themselves in this place called Balboa Park...this is, uh....I
think what happens when that grace gets violated, you know....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ´Across the Border´
´´Thank you.....thanks....I grew up in a house where....there wasn´t
a whole lot of talk about culture, there wasn´t, there wasn´t a
lot of books around....you know, everybody was trying to keep their heads....heads
above the water, I guess, but uh....when I was..... 26....a friend of mine showed
me John Ford´s Grapes of Wrath....and I remember sitting at, at, at the
end of the picture and thinking like ´Yeah, that´s what I wanna
do´, you know, you do your job and you always hope that your work´s
gonna mean something to somebody...and uh....that´s a picture that I keep
coming back to....it resonated throughout the rest of my whole, my whole life,
that and the Steinbeck novel, I think because the film and the book ask a real
fundamental question that....that we answer by the choices that we make on a
daily basis and uh....basically a spiritual question, uh...you know, is....is
the salvation....is there such a thing as individual salvation....uh....or are
we all....caught up together and does our fate rise and fall in some fashion
in unison....uh, then how do we go about living our lives....you know, how do
you go about trying to....live a good life.... there´s a scene at the
end of the picture that....sort of nails this right on the head, you know, Tom
Joad´s killed a security guard that´s killed a friend of his....and
he´s gonna have to leave his family....and they´ve come thousands
of miles....and they´ve left their home and they have nothing and they´re
living in this little camp....and he knows he´s gonna have to tell his
mother that now after she´s lost her home and she´s lost family
members, that she´s gonna lose her son now....but, but that scene is set
up by a dance scene....and uh....it´s really, it´s shot very lovely
and the music is, is great and the faces of the people and the way people are
holding one another....and I always thought that that was Ford holding out....the
possibility of beauty....the usefulness of beauty....because where there´s
beauty, there´s always hope and where there´s hope, there´s
always....divine love or whatever you wanna call it....and at the end of this
dance scene Tom comes in and he touches his mother very gently....and he says
´Mama, I´ve gotta go now´ and they step out underneath these
trees....and she says ´Well, Tommy, I knew this day would come but how
am I gonna know how you are or where you are ? will I ever see you again ? how
wilI I know if you´re alive ?´....and he says ´Well, all I
know is....I gotta go out and I gotta scratch around and see what´s wrong
and see if there´s anything I can do about it to make it right and you´ll
see me because at night I´ll be in that darkness that´s surrounding
you when you´re sleeping....and you´ll see me and you´ll hear
me in men´s voices when they´re yelling ´cause they´re
angry....and you´ll hear me in the way that kids sound when they´re
coming in at night and they know that there´s food on the table and that
they´ve got a home and that they´re protected, that they´re
safe, you´ll see me, Mama´....and he disappears off into the...into
the night....and the next scene is the Joads heading north for work in the morning
and the father says ´What are we gonna do now that we lost Tommy ?´
and the mother says ´Well, we´re gonna keep going´....so this
is a song about....the mystery of....that part tha´s just the mystery
of human nature....how people, even when they, when they know some of the dark
things that the future might hold or they have an understanding of the way of
the world....how they return to some sense of faith and hope and belief in love
because that´s all that there is.....”
24.04.96 London, England, intro to ‘This Hard Land’
´´Thank you....thanks a lot....alright....here´s a song about
faith, hope, love, brotherhood, sisterhood....possibility of some kind of strange
community (chuckles)...little tequila on the side, every Western I ever seen....about
good longtime friends....how it ain´t over till it´s over...”
(the source tape missing the intro to ´Galveston Bay´
Compiled by : Johanna Pirttijärvi